Friday, November 20, 2009

New moon


So today i went with Maria and her family to go see New moon. It was wayyyyy better then the first one, but the stupid little girls that were there totally fucked it up for me with all the lame screaming, and little comments here and there.. UGH!! annoying. But all and all it was a good movie. Some of the things where put in backwards it was really close to the book tho. :) Now im at maria's place watching Buffy. Maria is smoking and im on some vikes.. We started watching HIM videos, and talking about how much we love ville. Like when he's smoking or drinking or talking, with long hair or short hair etc.. :)) He's just soo hot... Im going to marry him! :) Hahaha!

Well I'm off.. ..
BTW... Maria's sister Becky is in the other room with her boyfriend.. and you can hear things! OH MY!!


Friday, October 9, 2009

Nickname

I'm over my nickname.. It's really annoying trying to explain to random people why my friends call me Bacon. And the question that follows is always, Do you like bacon? No people i hate bacon, Its nasty and fatty. Ew. Then they give me a wried face because they think its a sexual thing or i dont know something stupid. So yeah i'm over it. But knowing my friends everyone is gonna keep calling me that. Yeah. LAME!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

America The Spoiled! Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Category: News and Politics
No matter what, you people will always be unhappy and spoiled.

And no matter how hard you people try to cover up your real thinking, you know damn well your afraid of a man with a different kind of face running the show.

You people fail to understand the amount of COURAGE this man has.

He knows his life is on the line, but fear does not run this man. It is his faith and courage he has for this damn country.

You try running for a country where race is still an issue. None of you have the fucking balls , even if it meant to represent for the people who can not get their word out because of issues like race and prejudice.

If this country fails, it won't be because of Obama or McCain even.

It will because you, you lack the same kind of faith and courage this man has.

Proposition 8

Did you know that Gays and Lesbians dont have a hate crime legislation? Does anyone remember that boy named Matthew Shepard? Remember the two stright guys that killed him because he was gay? Did you knowthey still don not considered it a hate crime because gays are not currently protected by hate crime legislation. That could of be changed if we voted NO on Proposition 8. I was also looking at vids on youtube. Most of the pro gay videos comments are "Adding comments has been disabled for this video." But if your anti- gays you can post all the shit you want. And if your a gay or lesbian all of your comments were put as SPAM. And the things that people say, like this one person on the video: Proposition 8 - made simple "I agree with the many others who've commented. I believe that we must love all, but we do NOT have to change our moral ethics or opinions on these issues. Marriage is an ordinance of God to the Judeo-Christian group, as well as to many others. It has been for millenia. I intend to keep it that way. I'm voting YES on 8!! ps Yes, I have gay friends and I love and respect them, but it doesn't mean I'm going to condone certain behavior." What behavior...??? How are gays and lesbians acting? WTF? And they do have gay friends? what kind of friend are you that you want to deny them form being happy? I just dont get it anymore...So many Closed minded people out there. Oh and this other one: "exactly! which its getting rather tiresome seeing this kinda of behavior from the gay community with all there self richeous mockery toward those of differing faiths. Its sad to see these people with few or no standards at all continually mock and demean those with standards and morals and families. I see more hate coming from them day after day. And I wonder, what if prop 8 passes? Will they revolt in utter violence? there contention is already geared toward religion especially the lds church" You try and live without the rights to own a home or apot kids or live in fear of bigot who's gonna hurt you for being gay or a lesbian. You'll be pissed off too if you couldn't do all those things. I'm not a lesbian, but i do have friends who are and its sad to see how they cant do these things that we can. We try and make this "america" so pure and clean. So many people out there make being gay or a lesbian a bad thing, like if it was a disease. Wtf?

Oh and most people who were pro prop 8 aslo said "It about protecting the definition of marriage and protecting religious freedom." The definition of marriage used to be a man and woman of the same race. People opposed to inter-racial marriages said they were protedting traditional marriage.So tell me this how are two people getting married affecting your freedom to think as you want?

Idk what to think anymore about this whole deal. I know its been a while since the voting and what not..but it just hurts to see some peoples plans and dreams get fucked over because of :reglion: Cuz thats what it all seems to me.

Gays,Lesbians,Bisexual,Transgender,Queer,Third sex / third gender,Transsexual,Two-spirit

Heaven or Hell?

Some dude handed me a "God loves you" paper thingy, and said you should read this,and showed me this:

"Are You saved? Do you know where you are going when you die? Are you sure that you are going to Heaven? Did you know that God has a plan for your life? God Loves You!"
And it was about sinners.wtf?. It has a part where it says, "The choice is yours ,HEAVEN OR HELL."
I smile And said thank you..But i really wanted to say.. Hell, where do i sign up? LOL im soooo going to HEll

And i love how in the back of the paper is said "Remember, Jesus has a plan for you! Jesus died for you!"
Why would you give me that? Just because i look the way i do? Aren't you not being a good God lover if your judging me right now? I've had my moments with other people on this subject, and i've learned to just let it go. I believe in WHAT i want to. And when i WANT to change me belief i will at MY giving time.. So please just leave me the FUCK alone.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Smart Car..A great idea?

What's so smart about a Smart car? If you're in a car crash, your done.
WAIT.... that is smart
Less people, Less pollution, Less babies, Less people on welfare, Less unemployment, Less traffic.
Wow that IS smart.

Friday, July 31, 2009

Dont kno what to do..

I'm going to write a blog i wrote a couple of months ago, to make sense of what i want to read about..
The sound of screaming rape and the sound of police and people screaming is how I woke up just now. Two guys raped the lady who lives in front of my house. And the sad part about it was they're 9 year old saw EVERYTHING! The little boy said he saw his dad get beat up, he saw the guy jump on top of his mom and raped her! THANK fuck the cops got the scum bags. And they found a gun in front of OUR house. I'm super scared now when I have to walk to the bus stop and back home. Its like they could of come here instead! Wow crazy man! And earlier today i was sad and completing about my life. Geez what a reality check!

Update: Here's the whole story.
Lets call them Phil and Lil ok so Phil was outside saying good bye to Lil's sister when the 3 guys showed up. Phil grabbed his cell phone and dialed 911. One of the dudes saw it and shot him in the ear. And said give me all your money. So Phil took them into the house, and that's when the 9 year old boy came out. Phil told the kid to go back into the room, but the dude said no come over here and put the gun on the boys head and said "now give me all your money"
So they all walked into the Phil's bedroom where Lil was there with her 3 month old baby. One of the dudes cut her in the throat and the blood went on the baby. So the big dude name Moreno(black) took Lil and raped her in front of Phil and the boy. As all of this was happening everyone in my house was watching ugly Betty. Anyways, when he was done he took her into the bathroom and raped her again( asshole). When they got everything they left. Now my next door neighbors were all outside with his crew and saw how wried it was. As the dudes live the house my neighbor saw how fast they went, so as the dudes go by they start saying shit to my neighbor and his crew. that's when the first cops came, and my neighbor's crew went after them.
I'm not sure what else happened, but ill i know is that they got the fuckers a block away from my place.. All i have to say is i hope those FAGGOTS GET FUCKED BY BABBA AND BECOME HIS BITCH! and get beat up everyday in jail..
Oh and you know what else the fuckers went into an old Lady's house and raped her and killed her! WTF! AN OLD LADY!! like what is Wong with you!
He lives in Hialeah and is Cuban. I really hope he DIES a slow and painful death! along with the other two douchbags!

From that day i haven't been able to sleep, which is fine because i suffer from Insomnia. But lately my younger brother hasn't slept. Like he wakes up and checks to see if everyone is here.

Like last night, we all told him to go to sleep because school is starting soon and he needs to get back into that habit..Blah blah blah..He said no I'm not sleepy, but he kept on falling asleep on the couches. So when everyone went to sleep he woke up like at 12-ish and went to my mom's room but she kicked him out. He went back to his room and woke up again, he then went to my grandma's room and my grandma put him to sleep. She said he fell asleep right when she told him nothing was going to happen.

Now I've told my mother about talking to him or taking him to a therapies, but she said he doesn't need it. I've talk to him but he's really sacred. The other day the same lady who got raped came over to ask if i had a high blood pressure machine and i told her no. Mind you, the kids aren't home yet. So when they get home from summer camp they go watch sponge bob. mins later we hear a fire trunk outside and my brother starts to freak out. I told him not to worries because it was the lady's mom who was old and sick. He was kinda ok, but you can tell he was still screed.

I'm not sure what to say to him anymore, like i dont know if i should be mean to him and say no sleep in your own room, or baby him.. -_- Ugh!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Warped tour

Get ready for warped tour today! Hope its a good show. Going to meet up with some new friends, and some old ones too..
Im going with my godmother and her son and his two chick friends, and my god mothers sister-in-law and her son.. My godmother is an '80s goth and her sister-in law is into trance and rap and shit like that..Noooot sure how its gonna work out,im not sure if they'll like the pits and the moshing and crowed surfing and what not, but we'll see.
I really want to see IN THIS MOMENT, and 3OH!3 ohh and black Dahlia murder. I hate how live nation has bough all concert/fest because they make the prices soo high.. 40 bucks for a fucking ticket is LAME! Thank fuck music saves Lives works with them cause if not i wouldn't be going.
But lets see how it works out with the west palm Amphitheater cause its SUPER small..
I'll give a review of the show tomorrow!
Gonna finish getting ready!
Late!

Friday, July 24, 2009

Aesthetic Perfection

Im in love. i swear this band is awesomeness and everyone should listen to them. Its industrial music and its...SEX like i dont know how to explain it. It makes me want to get up and dance! LOVE IT! UGH!! i wanna see them live and dance my face off! :) Heres a video of my favotite song from them. its called Fix.